Switching Off

I feel emotionless
Yet,
I feel like an explosion of emotions
I think,
I just want to turn off my emotions towards people
Like a switch
Pointless,
it's become to express myself
Broken hearted at the dream
My dream
Tired of dealin' with other peoples shit
Few are worth it
I needn't jump in face first
Not with this
Not with my dream

I feel emotionless
I feel emotionless
Yet,
I feel like an explosion of emotions
I'm an explosion of emotions
I'm going to explode
Or implode
One or the other,
I need to let it happen
So I can shine again
So I can feel again

I choose implode
if any,
Or should I say
Break apart,
And crumble into
A pile of rubble

I'm just so tired;

The dust will clear,
And I'll be able to see
Clearer then ever before